makes me cry every time
fuck fuck fuck
Do it do it do it
I know it hurts.
I know that you’d burn for him again just to taste his lips one more time.
I know because I got so lost in this man’s soul that my bones still ache, and I haven’t quite made it home yet,
But I can’t turn around because I know if I were to crawl through hell for him again, every bent bone in what feels like my lifeless body would finally give in & I’d want to risk it because I was nothing without him.
God knows I’m trying to forget but I’ve got cigarette burns on my heart & demons that look just like him in my bed.
Fuck all those sweet “I love you more” arguments because loving someone more is nothing but a slow death-
And just when I thought I was ready to let him win & swallow every pill I own to speed up this Godless process,
An angel named Emma told me that I had an entire universe inside me, she said ‘baby, it’s a shame to pour all that beauty & passion into someone who can’t appreciate it.’
That when I get married to someone who appreciates all the light & love I have inside me, she’ll be at my wedding. And when she marries what will be the luckiest man in the world, I’ll be at hers.
I will always be there.